![]() ![]() ![]() You take me for granted because you know that I’ll always be here, at home, waiting for you to come back. You go about your day to day life, and just forget that I’m still here. You’re blissfully unaware of the darkness that overwhelms my mind everyday. Waiting for you to change is like waiting for pigs to fly. But when that day comes, we will probably already be gone. One day I hope you learn what it is to be a family. ![]() You haven’t expressed any interest in what we’re doing, and how you wished you could’ve seen his face when he saw an advent calendar for the first time. And you don’t have the slightest bit of guilt about it. Singing Christmas songs and opening our advent calendars. They cut me deep, I hung the phone up and started crying.Įveryone’s putting their Christmas trees up, their lights, they’re singing Christmas songs and fa-la-la’ing… and us? Well me and Zach spent the morning together. Your words, your actions, they’re spiteful. Like what? Depressed? Alone? Angry? Frustrated? I’m just a burden to you. You might not be pushing me away intentionally… but you’re not fighting to keep me either.I don’t have time to listen to you when you’re like this. I crave your attention, because I never have any of it… it runs deep within my veins that one slight dismissal from you feels like you’ve cut a main artery… and here I am, bleeding.īleeding the love I have for you, spilling this ink because I have no other way to vent about you. Tuck the hair behind my ear like you used to and give me a kiss. Let’s have a conversation that isn’t one sided. To interlock your gaze with mine and feel the electricity we once had. To listen to me speak and reciprocate an answer without the light of your phone beaming on to your face. But tell me, how else do I get your attention?Įnlighten me on another way I can grasp your eyes for more than 2 seconds. ![]()
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